Blackbird singing in the dead of night

I’m so afraid. I’m not even sure of what. I just feel scared.

Sat, 04 May 2013 21:23:46 -0400

I’m so afraid. I’m not even sure of what. I just feel scared.

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Tue, 02 Apr 2013 10:00:16 -0400

bl-ossomed: I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one...

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 23:12:49 -0400

bl-ossomed:

I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up.

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Sat, 09 Mar 2013 17:57:32 -0500

I remember i wondered how she made a lanyard that was really thick and square and i wanted to know...

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 23:54:43 -0500

I remember i wondered how she made a lanyard that was really thick and square and i wanted to know how to make one like it. She looked kind of at a loss for words, almost guilty that she couldn’t teach me or find the right plastic strips for it. Finally she just gave it to me. She gave me the lanyard her daughter made her. Because she was that kind of person.

Is it okay that I’m scared? Is it okay that I’m alone? Is it okay that I hate myself?

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 21:02:07 -0500

Is it okay that I’m scared? Is it okay that I’m alone? Is it okay that I hate myself?

never wanted to purge as much as i do now

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 21:01:01 -0500

never wanted to purge as much as i do now

People only pretend. No one would miss me. Everyone would be better off with me not there

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 18:57:32 -0500

People only pretend. No one would miss me. Everyone would be better off with me not there

No one really cares about me

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 18:56:41 -0500

No one really cares about me

I know that no one cares but there’s not a second where i dont hurt

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 18:55:41 -0500

I know that no one cares but there’s not a second where i dont hurt

When will this pass

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 18:51:20 -0500

When will this pass

I want someone to know me. I want to know someone. I want to wake up and not regret it

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 23:32:37 -0500

I want someone to know me. I want to know someone. I want to wake up and not regret it

I just want life to not hurt me anymore. Sometimes it just feels like blow after blow with me trying...

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 23:30:24 -0500

I just want life to not hurt me anymore. Sometimes it just feels like blow after blow with me trying to ignore it and move on. It hurts that my parents think I’m a problem and medication can fix me. It hurts that I can’t stay afloat. It hurts that I feel so far away from home wherever I am. It hurts that I give up on myself so easily.

I just fucking feel like everything just drags me down I’m so fucking angry people are so...

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 21:43:42 -0500

I just fucking feel like everything just drags me down I’m so fucking angry people are so fucking retarted

I had a dream i just let you read my diary

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 00:12:51 -0500

I had a dream i just let you read my diary

Under everything i do there’s just this constant “love me...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 21:59:19 -0500

Under everything i do there’s just this constant “love me please”……….I guess what I’m trying to say is that I need to be loved. I need to constantly be reminded that I’m loved. I want someone else to hug me and never let go. I want to fall asleep with someone. I want to be smiled at. I want someone to think I’m good enough.